changes in life.

I am currently sitting in my father's living room working on my homework.  I was staying with my friends in that busy house but the truth is that I miss my mother and I can't see my daughter from where I was.  So, I will be moving back to Ky this thursday.  Keep in mind that my daughter is not biologically mine.  However, she is almost 5 years old, I have been there since she was just barely 2 years old and I am the only mom she has ever known.  I  am really excited that I will get to see her thursday evening when I get back to KY.  She has already called and asked if she can take a bath with Mommy when I get back into town and I am really looking forward to that.  Her father and are still friends and we have agreed that it is best not to have her calling different women Mommy throughout her life, so I am it.  I will stick around and love my little girl for the rest of my life.  I don't believe that I could ever love a biological child of my own any more than I love her.  She is the light of my life and the only reason I started going to college.  She likes being in beauty pageants and they are good for her.  I went back to school so that I could afford to let her stay in the pageants so that the pageants will pay for her college.  She has already won her first pageant and has $500.00 towards her college.  Well, I am tired and rambling so I am going to say goodnight.